[He's never been really great at making people's feelings do what he'd like for them to. He can make people laugh, he can goad them and tease them, but he's not really great at saying the right thing. Fai's usually a comforting exception to that rule.]
[Fai might cover up his feelings to everyone else, but Feliks can see painfully clearly that he's scared, that he's ashamed, that he's kicking himself for something.]
[What is he so scared of? Why would he put make this into such a big thing, then be scared of it going wrong? What does he feel like he's done that's wrong?]
[There's... there's really only one way for Feliks to make this make any sense. Even if it doesn't make sense with what he's assumed is true for five years.]
[And if he's wrong now, well, Fai can forgive him for getting the wrong idea from all this, can't he?]
I'm not really sure what I said that sounded like "yeah, I totally feel like waiting around for your answer."
[He hops down off the stage, walks directly over to Fai, leans up as far as he can, reaches up to drag him down, and if Fai doesn't prevent him, plants a solid, thoroughly unambiguous kiss on him.]
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[He's never been really great at making people's feelings do what he'd like for them to. He can make people laugh, he can goad them and tease them, but he's not really great at saying the right thing. Fai's usually a comforting exception to that rule.]
[Fai might cover up his feelings to everyone else, but Feliks can see painfully clearly that he's scared, that he's ashamed, that he's kicking himself for something.]
[What is he so scared of? Why would he put make this into such a big thing, then be scared of it going wrong? What does he feel like he's done that's wrong?]
[There's... there's really only one way for Feliks to make this make any sense. Even if it doesn't make sense with what he's assumed is true for five years.]
[And if he's wrong now, well, Fai can forgive him for getting the wrong idea from all this, can't he?]
I'm not really sure what I said that sounded like "yeah, I totally feel like waiting around for your answer."
[He hops down off the stage, walks directly over to Fai, leans up as far as he can, reaches up to drag him down, and if Fai doesn't prevent him, plants a solid, thoroughly unambiguous kiss on him.]