"You say that now, I'm an old friend you haven't seen in forever. It won't last, it'll get weird. I'll ask about something that I should know if I wasn't playing Briar Rose."

She's used to it, it starts out good and then something has changed, its always something, and then it's all awkward silences and desperately avoiding the topic. And she doesn't mind, she doesn't want to hear everyone's stories after the fact. Like it's some high school reunion she's too young to get drunk at!

She is doing a remarkable job holding onto all of the pain she's gotten. "Who else is still here? So many people sound different."